I need some ideas of what to do for my birthday. I found out that Halloween Horror Nights starts the weekend after it so that might work but I don't know who's going to be in town when. If you want to go let me know when you're in town or if you have any other ideas I'll take them into consideration too.
Other than that, I've decided that things are looking up for me and that I have more good in my life than bad. I am so grateful to have my friends help me through everything and provide some sense of stability in my life. Overall, I am having an amazing time and I hope the same for all of you.

Today was definitely one of the worst days I've had in a while, and of course it's on a Tuesday. I am so sick of school and getting up early and getting grounded for no apparent reason. Who knows, maybe it's just one of those "perfect" days.
I did get to see Rob tonight though and he always seems to make things better, even if I don't get to see him for very long.

Anyway, I wanted to actually update for once and wish Ashley a very happy birthday, even though I barely get to talk to her anymore. Now it's time for more physics homework, whoohoo..

I want to go to Epcot.

I am so so sick of school lately. This week has been especially slow and I hate that I am never in a good mood at school anymore and nothing is even really wrong...maybe I just need more sleep. Or I could just stop bitching since tomorrow is Friday and then I get 2 days to sleep in, whoo. hoo.

I desperately need to go shopping so if anyone feels like shopping with me let me know. All my clothes are getting too small and old. I also have a strong urge to go to Disney World but I should probably get some money (somehow) before I can think about that.

Ok well I'm off to go study for a lovely history test that I know nothing about. Sorry such a short, pointless entry.

I really, really suck at updating lately but here I go..

I'm actually somewhat looking forward to tomorrow. It should be mostly exam reviews and then the next two days are halfdays which is awesome. Plus the only exam I'm really worried about is history. I'm exempting TA just because it's easy and I'm saving the rest for later. Spanish is usually easy too, especially when it's multiple choice. The oral and speaking exams sucked but I got an A on both so, whoohoo. Yeah then Alg2 which I don't even feel like getting into. I'm really nervous about what I got on the test from Thursday/Friday.

The past few weekends have been fun, lots of good memories. Oh and then spring break is coming up and I'm hopefully going to Las Vegas which I've been waiting for for a few years now, as many of you know. I don't even remember when the last time I went there was but that's definitely one of my favorite places in the world. OOh I'm so excited!

Anyway, I need to catch up on sleep. I hope everyone has a wonderful week and good luck on the lovely exams!

So all I do anymore is read everyone's updates instead of actually updating mine, but now I'm finally getting around to it.

The past few weeks/weekends have been a lot better than normal. I love how I can already have plans for the weekend before the week's even halfway over. And I'm really considering not going to school Friday, that would be awesome.

Man, I feel so apathetic today about everything. It was a rainy day though and I like rainy days, unlike most people, so that made the day somewhat better. I really just wish I could skip through the school week straight to the weekends. When exactly is spring break for us?

Yeah, that's about all for now. Other than that everyone who needs to know knows what's going on in my life and why I'm the happiest girl in the world.



I need new music..

Lately I've been extremely happy about everything but I don't think I show it and I don't know what exactly is wrong with me..grr. Hopefully that'll change though.

School is getting real old real fast. Way too many tests and homework, but then again it is school. I think tomorrow is gonna be a good day, even if all the Valentine's Day stuff gets annoying, I think it'll be interesting and anything to get out of classwork is fine with me. I can't wait until this weekend, as long as all the plans actually work out then it should be awesome. Anyway, that's it for now. Back to homework, yuck.

( Layer Survey )<yeah Your shoes you wore today: Flip flops Your fears: spiders and drowning Your perfect pizza: cheese..although that chicken pizza was tasty Goal you'd like to achieve: i really want to go to nyu Layer.three Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it Your best physical feature: eyes? Your bedtime: it changes but usually after 1 Your most missed memory: hanging out with Jamie at her house Layer.four Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King, theyve always had "real chicken" Single or group dates: single, although group might make less awkward silences Adidas or Nike: Either Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't like tea. Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or coffee: mocha chillers Layer.five Smoke: no Cuss: yes Sing: yep Take showers daily: yes Have a crush: yes Think you've been in love: yeah Want to go college: yeah Want to get married: yes Believe in yourself: sometimes Get motion sickness: not really Think you're attractive: not usually Think you're a health freak: no Get along with your parents: most of the time Like thunderstorms: yes Play an instrument: haha if you can count the piano Layer.six - in the past months Gone to the mall: yep Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, jamie's not here to supply them Eaten sushi: I tried it.. Been on stage: in the past months no Gone skating: no, no one to go with Made homemade cookies: nope, caitlin doesn't come over anymore Gone skinny dipping: no Dyed your hair: no Stolen anything: a minisnickers from islands of adventure Label.seven - ever.. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no Been called a tease: not that i know of Got beaten up: no Layer.eight Age you hoped to be married: 25 Number and name of children: 2ish? and no clue about the names Dream wedding: Something outside i think How do you want to die: quickly Where do you want to attend college: away from here Dream job: something fun but still get paid a lot Country you want to visit: England, Italy, Scotland, France Layer.nine - In a guy/girl... Best eye color: doesn't matter Best hair color: doesn't matter Short or long hair: usually short Height: near mine Best weight: I don't care Best clothing: comfortable? Best first date location: Somewhere fun and comftorable so theres not too many awkward silences<sounds good to me Best first kiss location: hmm, i dont know yet Layer.ten Number of drugs taken illegally: 0 Number of people I could trust with my life: 6, lol Number of CDs that I own: who keeps track? Number of piercings: 2 in each ear Number of tattoos: 0 Number of times my name's been in the news: a few Number of scars on my body: one ugly one on my knee Number of things in my past that I regret: tons

Well I planned on sleeping in today but I woke up at 7 with my sister acting like the fucking exorcist girl, screaming and throwing things (because her school has a day off for the Strawberry Festival instead of today) and thanks to her I haven't been able to fall back asleep. Then my dad comes in and told me how they found the missing girl dead, which is really sad. Oh well, hopefully today will be a good day, I get to go out to eat for lunch and then Allison's party (which I'm 95% sure I can go to, just have to double-check with my mom). I'm just worried I won't know that many people there, but hey then I get to meet new people.

Is anyone going to Gasparilla tomorrow? I can't decide if I want to go or not, last year it was extremely hot and long and not really worth it. I think I would rather go to the fair instead.

Other than that nothing too big happened this week, the pep rally yesterday was really dumb. I did have a great time at the soccer game though and watching them kick ass. Oh, and I changed my livejournal layout so lemme know what you think if you have time. I hope everyone has a wonderful day off school, and I will see a lot of you tonight.

-kristin

It's weird how saying 'I love you' seems to be easier to say than 'I like you' these days, since everyone just throws around that saying and they don't always attach a real meaning to it. Then again, when you think about it, there are a ton of different ways to define love and levels of love, so I find the whole thing way too complex. And that's my useless thought of the day.

I went to the new restaurant called Old Chicago (they have orgasmic pizza) and then to the mall with Joaquin today. It was a very nice break from everything and we got to talk a lot, which always makes me feel better about things.

That's all I feel like typing for now. G'night.

Thanks to Will I actually woke up today, but now there was really no reason to it. I stayed up until 4:30 last night watching music videos and such, which is great for when you can't sleep. This weekend has been very fun so far. Friday night I went to the movies with about 10 people, which is impossible to save seats for, and saw Along Came Polly. That movie made me like Jennifer Aniston more because usually I can't stand her. Then we all just hung around there until our parents came and got us, and then my dad took Will, Taylor, and me to Steak n Shake and that was yummy.

Yesterday I slept in and got up to eat lunch at Chili's with my family. Then Will came over and we ended up going to Taylor's/the park the whole night. That was definitely one of the best Saturday nights in a while. I love the weekends so much.

So today is Sunday and Sundays usually suck but maybe I'll get to go to the mall or something. I have some homework I need to finish by tomorrow too...wonderful.

Lately it feels like my life is a television show and I'm just part of the audience that can't do anything about what's going on, and I hate that feeling but I don't know how I could change it. I swear that makes sense in my head, I think I need more sleep.

My parents went out to go get us some lunch but they've been gone for more than an hour now and I'm starving so I'm out to go find some food.

I've decided to fuck all the drama and also decided, with some help, to not care about what other people think anymore, which is extremely good advice. I'm sick of my thoughts being altered by other people.

I wish I could just pause life and get things sorted out, which sounds gay, but it would be so great to be able to do that. Or I could just take a long vacation..

Today was definitely the worst day of the week. It started out with me actually having to do something in TA and freeze my ass off and then tests in the other classes, and people just getting on my nerves for no particular reason. This afternoon cheered me up being able to hang out with people and I finally got to talk to Michelle about a lot and catch up with her.


Thank god tomorrow is Friday, I don't think I'd be able to take anymore school this week + I get to go hang out with people at the movies, everyone needs to come.

-kristin

This week seems to be going by extremely slow to me, and it's only been 2 days. Then again I've been completely out of it for the past week or so and that might be making everything seem way too drawn out.

There's so much bothering me lately and it sucks to keep so much from so many people but I'm glad there are a few that I can talk to, you guys are amazing.

American Idol comes on again tonight, I think I'm obsessed with that show even though I used to hate it. I wonder how many people are being truly serious with it because some of them you know can't honestly think they can sing.

Um yeah, forgot why I started updating so now I'm gonna go eat and watch tv.

So I'm stuck at my grandma's house for the weekend because my parents are on vacation over in Colorado and they don't want us to be home alone. It's not too bad because it's only down the street from my house but I'm not allowed to do anything with friends until my parents get back. It doesn't make sense because I'm supposed to be here having "family time" but all they do is sleep/read and I don't think it matters to them whether I'm here or not.

I slept in today which was great and then just sat around most of the day until we went to some restaurant called Picadilly (sp) which must be the place-to-be for old people. It wasn't that great of food either, and my grandpa kept trying to get me to eat steak, and I told him how I don't eat red meat and he's like "well this isn't red, it's brown" and wouldn't stop, but it was funny I guess. Now it's extremely hot in this house and everyone is watching tv/reading. Ugh, today sucked so much.

Anyway, I think people are allowed to come over here whenever so if you have nothing better to do then stop by if you know where it is.

School wasn't that great today, too much homework, but this afternoon was great. I finally got to go to the mall with Joaquin and we mainly just walked to the back of each store and back out. Plus, we both got our mocha chillers and that makes everything even better. I should really get back to homework though, so g'night.

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I think I let things from the past get to me too much, and I hate how I let the stupidest things can completely ruin a good mood.
It also amazes me how a person can change so much without changing at all.

Ok, I'm stopping with this nonsense now.

I'm actually looking forward to school tomorrow..

Weekend Summary

Saturday- Woke up and went to Busch Gardens with Becca. It was so fucking cold, but no one was there so we didn't have to wait in any lines so that made up for it, plus I got me some gloves, which I'll never wear again, but I've always wanted some. Saturday night I went to Taylor's with Rob and then we all went to eat at Steak n Shake really late, and they have some of the best fries.

Sunday- Spent the day with Taylor and the night with Will, always fun.

I really like school as of now, but you know that won't last too long. I need to decide what classes to take next year, I already got the academics down but I don't know what electives to take. Oh and who all is taking AP US History?

gotta go, I'll post more later

I am beginning to suck at updating lately, but there's just so much going on and I can't even go on about it here. This week was really fun, at first I was stuck in Orchestra which has really cool people but I would never want to be IN it, so I got my schedule changed which took effect today. I have TA2 first period and Will and Rob are also in there (but they're only lousy TA1's) so that makes me happy. I also have Spanish 2 3rd block instead of 1st but why any of you would care I don't know. Oh, and Mr. Dyches is definitely the funniest, yet very odd, teacher I've had all year. So far I really like that class. Other than that I just have Algebra 2 which doesn't seem too bad yet but I've heard tons of stories so I won't be surprised when I fail every test we get.

Tonight I went to Nicole's soccer game which got canceled, but hey, I showed up. Then we went to her house for a bit and then her, Will, Rob, and Taylor came over to my house where we had fun doing not too much, but it was good just to be with them and get a break from everything else. Plus I got educated from the Sunday Night Sex Show, gotta love that old lady. Wouldn't it be awesome to have a talk show where all you do is talk about sex? Maybe that's just me...

The rest of my weekend should be fun too. Tomorrow I'm going to Busch Gardens with my mom and Becca, who I definitely don't see enough of, and I love Busch Gardens. Then Sunday is family day and we're supposedly picnicing or something. Hopefully I'll get to hang out with other people too during that time. I hate how weekends fly by so fast.

Wow, I just now stepped on a scale for the first time in months and I lost 10 pounds since last time, that's so cool. Or maybe the scale is just fucked up.

Today I went to Nicole's where we played Clue FX, DDR, and just hung around and that was a good way to spend my last day of the break. Plus I got to sleep in so it's all good. In a way I am looking forward to tomorrow just to see all the people I haven't seen in a while but I'm dreading it so much. I wish we could just go back for a day and catch up with people, and then have another break. Overall, this winter break was "stupendous". Now I'm just worried about getting my schedule changed so I can get out of Orchestra. I still haven't decided what I want to switch into for sure though.

Enough about school and shit though. I think I'm going to try and be more straight-forward from now on because some people suck at taking hints and I'm sick of just getting pissed off over and over again. I'm tired of being on the computer, but I wish everyone good luck at getting up early tomorrow.

Oh, and I have your CD all ready to bring tomorrow Allison :)